moved

i signed a lease this last week. 

what for?

a apartment/house.

i now live in the ever 

so handsome

avenues.

hopefully i will get some

curtains today.

then i can take some photos.

maybe i'll also finish getting

all my belongings here.

but i'm so sick of packing 

 and unpacking i'm not sure it will happen.

p.s.

  i need some goodness vibes

this week.

please send.

anonymous donations accepted.

offical news!

*downer alert*

i suck at life.

every part. 

there's no denying it.

will someone please fix me?

needs

well here are a few things that i am desperately needing.

ever since i quite dancing i have been so sad.
i feel fat all the time.
i feel gross and lazy.
so i need a gym membership for super cheap
or i need someone to pay for me to go back to ballet.
i'm hoping for the latter.

so since i'm no longer dancing
i need to increase my social skills...
i just need more friends.
ones that i can hangout with all the time
to keep me distracted from the fact that i'm not dancing.

i feel like part of me has died.

on a lighter note i also need:
curtains and a makeshift curtain rod
someone to move all my shit
a really good part time job
a way to pay for school
someone to help me pick the right major
a hug

here's the deal

seeing as i am about 14 days (or more) behind on my trip updates
i am just going to trash them. i mean i have been home for
2 weeks now. so unless anyone has any objections to this, which
would mean someone would have to actually read my blog, bye bye
trip. hello real life.

since i have been home basically all i have done is work.
also, i have been looking for a second job.
turns out that i had some unexpected expenses when i returned
and could really use the extra cash.
i've got some other things going on right now but i guess
somethings just aren't suppose to be shared, yet.

exciting news though, i was asked by an old coworker to do the photos
for her engagement/wedding. i think i am going to do it. i was extremely
flattered and shocked when she asked me. i'm a little nervous but i think
i am going to give it a go.

i have some major plans to get back into school asap!!!
i have absolutely no idea what i am going to do or how i am
going to manage working a full time job, a part time job all while
going to school but i am going to make it work.
go me!

cross your fingers for me that some good news comes this week!!
i am so sick of waiting!

day 16

this morning we arrived in aalesund, norway. i woke up in the most horrible mood. everything was driving me bananas. i’m not sure if i just didn’t sleep well or what the cause was but i could have gone on a rampage. the three of us went out again on a walking tour of the city. it was actually one of the most boring activities that we have done on this cruise. i never really heard what the guide was saying. so i basically stalked a woman around the town for 3 hours, how invigorating. after the tour i decided that i would just hangout in the room, maybe hit the gym. it hasn’t helped much. i am still sitting here fuming for absolutely no reason. hopefully i can relax a little bit before i bite someones head off for nothing.
farewell.

I'll be brief

Today we were back in copenhagen. most of the guests left a few are staying on board like us. we didn’t have anything planned today so we just hung around went to the gym. at 2 pm we left port for our next leg of our journey. we are on our way to aalesund, norway. it will take us about a day and a half to get there. so tomorrow we won’t be doing much of anything, probably the gym and maybe a movie. nothing cool enough to share. so i will skip a few days.

Day ???

Day 13??? ( i think all my days are blending together)
today we arrived in warnemade germany.  i ventured out in the early afternoon for a tour called a thousand lakes and castles. well i guess in germany the word castle just means large house or mansion and the word thousand means 4. so we saw a totally of 4 lakes and 2 mansions. i did get to ride in a horse drawn carriage which was pretty cool. i was an idiot today and forget the battery to my camera so i took about zero photographs, which isn’t really that big of a deal seeing as there wasn’t really much to capture. i did take a picture of our tour assistant and myself with the crazy carriage driver with my phone. i’m pretty sure he didn’t speak any english but he did have a very cool hat.

once we got back to the ship it was time to set sail again. we are returning to copenhagen, denmark. i took quite a few pictures as we were departing the port. there are so many people in germany for a annual sailing exhibition. so i took a million pictures of all the poeple and a million pictures of sail boats. so hope you enjoy them.